As I look back over 2014 I am well aware that this has been a turning point in my life. Taking time to have an adventure and as it turns out, find myself (I was in Ireland, the last place you ever think to look) I realize that, my search is over, that I have peace and forgiveness and a new idea of what is valuable to me. I am willing to admit that part of me is scared but I am used to being scared but doing it anyway. hahahahaha I am scared of having the great life I dream of, I am more scared of not letting myself have it. I am scared of great love, I am more scared of not having it. I am scared of my gifts and abilities, I am more scared of denying them. I am scared of success, I am more scared of sabotaging myself.
I have learned how I have been strongly independent but now want to be strong enough to lean on others. I have learned that I love to give but now I am learning how to love receiving. I have learned I have power but now I have learned that my attitude can dictate my life.
For as long as I can remember I have always known that certain things in life would not come along until I was older, over 40. Then I worked with a young woman who came from a long line of palm readers and she told me that I would have 2 very different and distinctive lives and that i would know when one life ended and the other one started. I can tell you now that I know for sure that 2014 was one life ending and another starting. I look the same and yep some of the same habits run through both lives but still the shift of this year has been so fundamental that I can see with new eyes, or maybe it is just that I now see with my soul 🙂
I will not morn the lost and wasted years, I will instead be most grateful that I have had this transformation at all and that I still have so many years (please and thank you) to live in this new light.
I hope you 2014 has been filled with great joy, laughter and light and the 2015 bring more of the same.